here it is.

The day was going soo good, I got to see my friends and had heaps of "Happy Birthdays" from people. My mates made my 'normal day' at school, seem like a fairytale out of a book! But as usual, as soon as I go home, there's always just that one person that tries to turn my happiness into complete and utter shit. and it worked. My father managed to break the smile off my face and turn it into 'an upside down banana'. - get it, sarcasm. Still havn't recovered. He didn't want Duane over on my Birthday? said can't even get some privacy! Well it was my Birthday and he's my boyfriend, so I don't really get why the hell he can't!

So the night goes on and my Dad is verbal as always. Nothing ever seems to make him happy besides his discusting habbit! 'He tries to be smart and tells Duane he can't stay for tea..' as soon as they came home from Pakn Save with 2 cooked chickens, 2O rolls, 4 bags of chips and a 1O$ bag of lollies him & my Mum start to be nasty and say we don't have enough. that's when i yelled at them and told them to both get fucked! then i took off..

I didn't bothor coming inside until about 11, so i stayed outside for a couple of hours and kept to myself, despite my father and my mother trying to get me inside so they could go to bed and lock the door! I actually couldn't care less of what they wanted, they hurt my boyfriend and that's not ok. and yea, i do get really defensive, but most girlfriends would i presume.

So this is not really the full story but it was enough to get off my mind and place it somewhere where they can't read it. I'm happy with myself because ever since that one night I stuck up for myself, my father hasn't laid a finger on me at all and i'm 1OO%

ok.