Sunday, May 23, 2010

Far out! Why do you keep fucking texting me?
for fuck sake can you please just fuck off?! I
don't like you one bit and you make me incredibly
"AT ALL" have a chance. It's all Duane that I'm in for,
so go waste your time on some other chick! Cause fuck,
So just piss off!

Friday, May 14, 2010

I feel like screaming!
Now tell me, will you f*cking hear me if I do?
God. Just shut up. Shut up and listen.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Another thing that annoys me is having to
see you all the time, freaken stoned off your face!
It's discusting man, why'd you have to do it? :(
we have lives too..

I can't control the past

I wish I could. I feel like I could've done something.
It haunts me till this day. I wonder why i'm even bothoring
to write this shit?. I have no clue why it took place,
I have no idea why it crosses my mind?

Monday, April 12, 2010

i've changed blogs, not really into that black anymore.
Too much to change it all, BUT my new ones prettier : )

Sunday, April 11, 2010

I saw you today for the first time in 4 days..
it was sad. I just wished I could've yelled out to you,
just to wave and smile but I couldn't cause I was inside
looking out the window :(

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive,
and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who
have come alive.

Howard Thurman
It's the same peson. It's fucking me off now..
I hope your dreams take you… to the corners of your smiles,
to the highest of your hopes, to the windows of your opportunities,
and to the most special places your heart has ever known.
Still could have tried ringing me.
Oh I don't care what you think, I don't care what you say.
So what? same style? same pictures maybe? same quotes?
same thoughts? don't care. stay on your blog, and i'll  just
keep doing what satisfys me & has absolutely nothing to do
with you. Sweet.
"You pull be down
And you crucify my name
You make me insane
It's broken now
Don't ever look my way
Don't even think I'm playin
Cause I fuckin hate you
You're such a liar
I love to hate you
You're all the same to me"
In the night, in my dreams. I'm in love with you, cause you talk to me like lover's do. I feel joy, I feel pain, cause it's still the same. When the night is gone I'll be alone. Another night, another dream, but always you. It's loke a vision of love that seems to be true. Another night another dream, but always you. In the night I dream of love so true.
I'm that star up in the sky
I'm that mountain peak up hiiigh
Hey, I made it
I'm the world's greatest
And I'm that little bit of hope
When my back's against the rooopes
I can feel it
I'm the world's greatest
Yea nah, I don't like you.
i think you're a big, fat, fake ass hoe

Thursday, April 8, 2010

He said: "I know you don't love me anymore."
She thinks.. and she says;
I do love you actually! I would be a fool to say I didn't.
You just never fucking listen. That's your problem,
 it goes through your giant ears and out your
fucking mouth!
 You always just make me do something I don't
want to do and when I say, please leave me alone,
you somehow jumble those words and make it what you
want it to be. You do what you want to do.


Like just then for instance; you just walked out into the lounge,
 "casually and happily" like a fuckn smart ass
and you don't even look up or give a flippen fuck!
You just grab your hoodie that's right next to me
and scurry off and shut the lounge door!
Ah hello, I am here you know! FUCKSAKES!!!

You make me sososo mad!

You know what I really think of you when your being a fuckwitt?
That you're an arrogant asshole! You never bloody
listen, no matter how far we've come. You just suit yourself
and your own needs. You have built this brick wall right
infront of us and it has cracks and dents from all the bullshit
that you've caused and never fixed up! You do the same old
thing and your really really really FUCK me off!
If you love someone, put a circle around their name instead of a heart because as pretty as it looks, hearts can be broken but circles go on forever.
I actually like how Lady Gaga is weird.
But I do think she is kinda ugly :/

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

I really like that purple box
that shows me when
somebodys looking at my page : )
Yesterday I was tidying up my room and I found a bunch of
old notes and parts of a nearly finished letter. I was tossing up
whether to either keep them where they are, or dispose of them
somehow. About 5 maybe 1O minutes later I came up with a
solution; I decided to burn them. For some odd reason, it
felt fucking great! I felt so happy and relieved for the fact that
my Dad will never be able to find them now they're gone!
I felt so good, I actually got out my phone and recorded
it and took pictures! it   was    cool!
I think the best role models for women and girls are people
of either gender, who are fruitfully and confidently themselves,
who bring light into the world.
- Meryl Streep
As soon as you walked in the door you looked so beautiful to me I can't wait to have a play fight. Touching your bare, warm, skin, with my freezing bitterly cold hands. It's so funny to see you try and prevent me from touching your tummy and your neck d; .

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

He can't love you?
He hurt you. He hurt your friends.
He hasn't got any respect for anybody but himself.
He's a discusting person who does drugs and influences it on you.
Us friends are here for you and try to tell you that you can do better
and have such a better guy. But you said that "good guys aren't fun".
That's when it shocked me.. You dropped yourself for a guy like him?
Of all guys, a guy that does weed, a guy that didn't give a fuck at all
about your feelings, a guy that would txt everybody else but you,
a guy that says things to make you happy but turns around and
treats you like shit the split second, a guy that manages to have
control over you after you broke up! It disappoints me, because
I know he'll hurt you again. You can see it by the guy he is.
He won't change in a matter of seconds, he mightent chage at all.
Friends look out for eachother and it sucks being on the other side
that I am, trying to get you to realise. But you want him and I
have absolutely no idea why. You love him,

but does he love you?

Monday, April 5, 2010

And yet the day ends with a couple of tears
and  a  sad  sad  face;
it sucks
You turned around and quite blankly told me that
you had absolutely no resaon why you lied.
Surely you must have thought twice upon those two
situations, especially after one happened straight after
I told you not too. But then I told you not to the day before
and you promised with that too. You swore to God and
swore to God no crosses. You knew it was wrong, you knew
what could've happened. But then you just think i'm this
weak girlfriend that can't have a say and won't do anything if
you break a promise. That's where you're wrong, it hurt.
I thought that being together for a year
 and 2months was meant to mean that you
trust eachother, & which
you tell the truth.
Is this "love" when I can't even trust
you when you're away? 
LIEING; is one of the worst things you could do. It corupts trust between eachother which then leads to doubt and un imaginable consequences.
you thought you could get away with it;
but you should have known better.
To laugh often and much; To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; To appreciate beauty; To find the best in others; To leave the world a little better; whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. -This is the meaning of success.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Love lost is still love. It takes a different form, that’s all. You can’t see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. But when those senses weaken, another heightens. Memory. Memory becomes your partner. You nurture it. You hold it. You dance with it. Life has to end. Love doesn’t.

Mitch Albom